I woke up last night to fear. It clung to my legs and to my chest, binding me with so much strength that it ripped my throat and I could feel my breath catching in the stillness of the dark clouding around me. I was scared. I was afraid. Alone. My hands reached out and I did not know where I was….
I’ve always heard others say that they sleep better with someone next to them. But all the times when I was sealed in your arms like a fragile package, it seemed like all of the contents were running amuck and wrecking havoc in the dark. I never did figure out why I couldn’t…
dreamonkids asked: 1, 30, 39, 48
1. What would you name your future daughter? I’ve always loved the name Ella or Elle. Something pretty and feminine even if she chooses not to be. I also like the names Coral and Fae. Elizabeth is pretty as well.
30. How is your heart lately? Hurting, but it’s been through worse. It will be okay.
39. Do you make wishes at 11:11? Quite frequently, yes :) Always the same wish, too. I can’t tell you what it is though, or it won’t come true ;)
48. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? With someone else, please :) Perfect for impromptu cuddle sessions.
FOR FUTURE REFERENCE
the hugging one actually feels like they’re actually hugging you and you feel so much better